Everything, i thought was great, but alas it is not. Struggles been going on and being crazy. I'm stressin' all over again. Can't handle this life of mine, some know what I'm dealing with, others know a bit and a lot have no clue how deep it goes or if it has even started. I'm at my wits end trying to control my life, from spiraling out of control and then I"m in the moment of everything moving so quickly around me I don't know what to do at all. I'm in the lib on the 4th floor with Cam and Jenn. They are studying spanish... and I'm over here... contemplating my next step in life. Don't know where to go from here and frustrated to the max. I have done so much and haven't at all. I've broken deals, plans and ideas, but have also instilled new ones.
God just let this confusion leave me.
Let all this frustration go away
Let me fix what I need to fix
And get through all of my struggles
Save me from myself
And all those around me
AHHHH!!!!!! ugh... I'm done!
3 comments:
hey dood.
yeh...more and more now...all i can keep on thinking of God just save me from myself, cuz i can't even do that.
bro, i miss you and love you man.
i hear what you're going through, and can relate to that. it's why we gotta be grounded in God and his word and to remmeber his promises. He wont ever forsake us, nor will he ever leave us dood. Trust Him Nate.
believing in Him; but struggling w/ my unbelief,
kat
Dude, what's going on? I guess I'm one of the ones who have no clue...okay maybe a little bit of a clue. I hear you're really busy with school, work and the church. You know you can always say no to something and ease your load a little bit. Take some time to think and pray about things and it'll all sort itself out.
Nathan, where are you buddy? I heard that you were doing Christmas at home by yourself. That is really depressing, man. HONESTLY, if I had known, I would have told you to hop a train and come on down here (even tho your parents are here too) and stay with us - one big happy family... Much love kiddo. Merry Christmas and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Love, Shannon xx
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