Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Screaming for Want

You are always waiting
You teach us to do the same
But yet we are anticipating
That you somehow prove your Name

WE have a lack of understanding
when it comes to who you are
and the lack of comprehending
is not a way to deny you either

So as much as I scream stand by my side
and become present in my life
I begin to see that you did decide
to stand by me in this life

So now I find myself screaming at you
Not in anger, but in love instead
Take control over my life the time's due
Never let your love leave my head

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Someone Found

It's you I found
I went in circles
Trying to find you
So I found you now

It's you I found
All the struggles
They went away
Because I found you now

It's you I found
My life is great
I've become quite happy
Since I found you now

It's you I found
The only one
That I want to talk to
For I found you now

It's you I found
All my life's plans
Are made for you
Because I found you now

It's you I found
Or is it you found me?
What about the we?
So We found eachother

We found eachother
It's the happiest we've been made
We found eachother
In you, me and God the other

We've found eachother

Monday, October 15, 2007

Go Back To Loving

Like the wind, sometimes its dead and sometimes its strong
But no matter what in the end I feel like I'm wrong
I feel better one day and fix all the glitches
Not even 20 hours go by and life's back at being a ***** as
I can't control any of these things no more than a day
Of happiness will ever ever come my way

It's hard to realize that I still need faith and trust
And that it is all part of this life I live in disgust
My ups and downs go round and round
Hoping I'll be okay and just found
Found by you so these struggles I face will end
So my reason for caring for others I no longer must defend

It's a stupid situation and I want it over and done with
Tied up by rope and stuck in one place, I just writhe
Move so I can get free and break loose of this ache
Somehow fix all the problems that I will never mistake
Again for I know that to love everyone and make them truly happy
Is a most difficult task and the pain that comes with it is just plain crappy

It totally stresses me out and makes me ineffective
Just like trying to care and being overly protective
It erks my heart to see so many people hurt
But I know God is there somewhere for everyone inert
Hopefully this heartache will leave me be
And I can go back to truly loving everyone again, believe you me

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Anger In Me

Verse 1:
Frustration
I've got this little situation
And anger
should not ever linger
I'm mad at you
but you keep doing what you do
Elements of hate
is what I do debate

Chorus:
I say I'm there for you
But I can't be
I'm there for you babe
But I'm not
I say I'm there for you
But I can't be
I'm there for you babe
I'm actually not

Verse 2:
So Angry at you
I can't see your face
Don't look at me
My blood rises to a high place
The steam comes out my ears
Can't let you see my tears
I'm just angry at you
At myself for being mad at you too

Chorus

Bridge:
Why can't I stop this hate in my mind
My heart feels so cold to you my friend
It just doesn't seem to go away
I no longer with you just stay
I'm heading out that door
where our hearts are now at war
and I'm running far from you
so go and keep doing what you do

Chorus x3

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Would you come here?

A lost man in the wilderness of life
Trying to use the sun as guidance
But the world has caused him so much strife
That he totally lost his only stance

He's walking in a random direction
Unsure of it's exact destination
He hopes that there will be protection
But is aware he has a lack of determination

Would you come here and speak to me
Help me in this time of need
Would you come here and open my eyes
You said for me you did want to die

On this journey she is going no where
A road marked with suffering and pain
She feels hurt and her heart is left bare
Opened to the world, lost herself, trying to regain

The hope is gone no more love left to give
But she tries to pull herself together
It's the abuse she took from that life once lived
She heard of this being you said he loved her forever

Would you come here and speak to me
Help me in this time of need
Would you come here and open my eyes
You said for me you did want to die

Would you come here and speak to me
Help me in this time of need
Would you come here and open my eyes
You said for me you did want to die