Couples!

Ugh... I'm fine with this whole single thing, in fact I enjoy it. No problem whatsoever, but... ugh! Some people just need to get a room. It is very hard for me to be cool and easy going if you two continually are all over eachother for the whole time we hang out. Can I say third wheel? or Fifth wheel? or whatever wheel it is? And it's weird because so many conversations I've had with friends lately has been about my dating status. So let's get one thing settled right now... I don't need a girlfriend at this moment. Don't need her at all right now. Once a few of my struggles right now have subsided then maybe, but not now. Sure I could have tried to get with some random girls that I know or did know in my past, but there's no point going from one to the next in a matter of days or weeks or even months! I just don't get it. Take your time and learn from the experience. Grow!

I have heard a saying that goes something like this: "To get over the old one, go find a new one"! I don't understand. Je ne comprend pas! There is this lyric that I like and it says "When I fall in love/ I take my time/ There's no need to hurry when/ I'm making up my mind" What's the point in rushing into a relationship? When we rush in we become like fools. We have such a long time to go slowly and just live our lives. I'm happy and excited about what tomorrow brings. I know who I will still be close with and also who I won't, but I can share my happiness with my friends. Right now, friends are all I need. I'm not wanting to ruin many of my female friendships to see if it could work out in the end, when I know that I wouldn't be able to. Once I know her and she knows me, we'll be able to work things out a lot easier. I think it just makes things easier in the end. My life is full of obstacles constantly, but yeah... I have nothing else to say really. I don't even know if what I said made any sense. If you can't understand what I just wrote here is the synopsis in a few short sentences...

Couples that are all over eachother and are very private make me feel awkward. Couples who aren't all over eachother I tend to like more. I am not rushing into any relationship in the near future. I like to wait and take my time in making sure everything is right. So yes... hopefully that was concise enough for you and I'm going to bed... it's 2:22 AM make a wish!

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