Cerebration Through Perturbation

In light of the slight conversation I had with Farquharson, yesterday, I figured that I would do a blog of constant typing. NO thinking involved. NO re-writing or editing. NO reading or re-reading. I just type whatever comes to my brain. The hard part about this is that there is so much I think about. Yes sometimes I feel as if I don't think, but at that exact same instant I realize that if I didn't think about some of these things I would never know where I stand on them. I would never think about how God has made it so for me to still be here and to still be able to have a good group of people that I can talk to.

Yesterday was when my highest of highs finally came crashing down. For about the past month I have been having the best time of my life doing stuff with people I like to hang around with. But yesterday oh man yesterday. Where do I begin? Such a nice day outside. I got to talk with a bunch of people and got to know a little bit more about them. I find it stupid on my part that I didn't begin this stretch of my life. I didn't get involved eventhough I wanted to. Now that I'm getting to know some of these people, they are graduating and the chances of me actually talking to them again are very slim to none, but that is okay right? I don't know... I just wish sometimes that I could have been a little bit more outgoing in the past so that parts of my life wouldn't have felt so useless to me. God has a plan I know, but I want to know why he can't just tell me what it is. Anyways, Lauren and I went to this Award Ceremony because Kat had a 3/7 chance of winning either $1000, $1500, or $2000. Sad to say that she didn't win, but we had a really good time. She was working the floor with the Nealanders International Inc. crowd... so jokes!

After we went to Mere's Art Show... very cool I was impressed with it and the ideas of it all. Pompoms, scrapbooking material. architectural design on the ground and yet concepts and the thinking behind it is so obvious once the ideas are explained. I found myself staring and taking all of it in. I was understanding it and at the same time was coming up with ideas in my own mind. I like it. The more I am doing other things and experiencing other aspects of life, the more I am starting to take in that science is just something I'm good at, but may not want to pursue for my future. I don't' know. So after, Alex, Kat, Lauren, Tom, Matt, Isaac, Jill, Mere, the Brown Parents and I went to Squirrels for a little bit of a hanging out, chillaxing time.

As we were talking, moreso everyone else. I was uncomfortable for some reason. After the dinner was over. Two things shocked me... 1. Mr. Brown paid for all of us and that was really awesome to see how people are willing to share what they have (Alex had mentioned something about it before at the Art Show, but I can't remember what the phrase was)! 2. How different her parents are compared to mine. As I was listening to the conversation, I couldn't understand why I felt wierd, until I realized that my parents would never talk about that kind of stuff and part of it was just being totally real. I know my parents tell the truth with a slight twist where it isn't really but it is... contradiction I know, but still! Anyways...

After we left Squirrels, I took the bus home. The only sad thing is that the bus didn't take me home at about 1 am the bus driver stopped and said this was the end of the ride. I was further from my destination and it frustrated me, but never the less I hiked on home. My feet frozen in the cold overnight weather and slowly freezing the rest of my body. I just got home and am not feeling typing more! Ugh... I don't want to go to FOP tomorrow, but never the less I will and will want to leave as soon as possible... badnight and l8s

M.A.S.H.

okay so I don't know if any of you have heard of the game MASH the one that we played in gr. 3??? well my friend Alex has never heard of it until now! Mychal-Ann brought it up during our food time at the Taps. So we taught it to him. Each of us did a round and I figured I'd tell you the results. Oh man good times!

first was ALEX:
- lives in a mansion
- married to M-A
- has 12 kids
- his career is a drummer

then was ME (NATE):
- lives in a shack
- married to Condoleeza Rice
- has 2 kids
- his career is residence janitor

then was Mychal-Ann:
- lives in a mansion
- married to Jon Yao
- has 16 kids
- her career is Bocce ball champion

lastly was HeatheR:
- lives in a shack
- married to the tom
- has 4 kids
- her career is a recovering alcoholic

That's it! oh and I saw Lauren at Ultra when I picked up some Cinnamon Rolls and bread. I got samples of gelato and then got the pick enormous one of gelato Raspberry and Irish Cream. Mmmm... GELATO, I love you much! That's all I got because I've post 3 times now in one day, but I don't care!

L8s, latex and all that love stuff

Home to clean and study

So I've finally arrived home and man it was a great day! So here's a list of things that happened after my class post (in no specific order):
- played Bob's Dogs' geet with Kat and serenaded a few
- went for a run
- my new nickname for Alex is A&W
- got to talk to this guy named Jessie... I met him yesterday! he's deep
- the day got even nicer
- gave my rent cheque to David Wilcox and talked to him for a while... he's a cool guy
- I sat on the stairs
- I went up to the clubs office by myself (it was a first)
- I went to Taps and "studied"/"read"/ate with HeatheR, A&W and SykoKat
- I am at home and getting ready to clean my room and the Kitchen... possibly the family room and the bathroom but we'll see.
- I'm going to go visit Lauren @ work... possibly! not sure sure yet

So yes that was the rest of my day. I wish I didn't have schoolwork and that I could just get to spend time with these people all day long. It'd be so nice right now! But anyways, it's almost 7 and I really should start the cleaning process of this place because it really needs it... so "so long farewell adieu to yeu and yeu and yeu"

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Sitting in my Structure of Farm animals class, we are talking about double muscling and I am not listening at all. It is a great class, but I really just want to be outside. I'm meetng up with Kat right beside Bob's Dogs and we are going to have a slight jam session with the Geet that is right beside his hut! I can't wait. I just bought HeatheR a Bob's Dog and myself one, Jill was eating a pizza from PIZZA PIZZA and Kat took money from Heather to buy her own! which is funny, but whatevs!

Before this Alex, Silas and I were playing an MSN Messenger game. we were all added to one convo and the first one who laughed would lose! Alex left and I remained stone faced. Silas laughed and lost at his own game creation! HA! Jill was crocheting a camera pouch for her camera... and now it is done. It looks pretty good, if I do say so myself.

The day is so amazing and is a nice time to spend outside and just be with people... fellowship if you will. That's what it is all about. and I love it! God is amazing and everything He has created just amazes me, everyday, but especially on days like these. People in shorts and happy and more inviting. People like me who are just psychotic because it is so nice and thankful that it is a great day. Not wanting to waste a single moment of it! i think I may go for a run... that is if I get sick of studying really quickly!

Right now we are discussing about the underdevelopment of the female reproductive tract in double muscled cows (DMC). It is hard for a normal cow to give birth to a double muscled calf. If a DMC tries to give birth to a DM calf it would be impossible because of the underdevelopment of the reproductive tract. it's 1 pm and wow... he isn't going as fast as possible! so yeh. I don't know what to say.. sorry kat I'm going to be late, but as you read this, the time must have already past and you might still be chilling so yeh.. Idon't know what to say except see ya later my peeps! have a great day, spend it outside, whether you are studying, playing games watching tv... just spend some time outside and enjoy the fresh spring air and the fresh spring sun!

L8s, latex, and all that love stuff!

The UC

Lately, I feel like everything I wanted at the beginning of this school year has finally come into play! I have friends and others who I can talk to you and who talk to me when they see me. As well as, things that I am proud to say I am apart of. My faith I don't feel has ever been stronger and my schoolwork is finally making an impact on my life. I realize more and more each day, each hour, each minute that when you decide to take things into your own hands and try to make it all come true, you will fall apart and you will get frustrated with how they work out if they don't work out according to the set agenda.

This semester, as I probably have already mentiond many many times before, was when I really gave it up to God. I started immersing myself with christians and stopped being afraid of getting to know them, but took the time to know them and in turn they also wanted to get to know me. Here is what I learned.... if you keep thinking that the other person should put forth the effort to get you involved, you are sadly mistaken. How many times must a person invite you to events and try to get you to come and have you back out last minute because of the fear of what others may think, of the uncomfortableness you may feel when you don't know anyone. We must try to get out of the comfy zone and make our way to where it is not normal for us because that is where we start pushing ourselves. I am striving to be that better person, but the more I make itmy job to the better person and less God's, I realize I fail! As soon as I put it all on God for him to work wonders through me and let him be seen through me so that others may know His name and how awesome He is, that's when I succeed.

It's an incredible feeling and I never want to let it go more and more each day. I hit myself sometimes because I of my stupidity to move on forward and to not worry what others think, but to be happy in who we are. (I feel like my blogs try to tell one story, but end up bringing up a lot of topics and issues that are somewhat related. I go on tangents and I am sorry, but you probably know what it's like... ADDville here I come!)

As I sit here, at the stairs, by myself after everyone has left to do there prospective things. I find myself always thinking... reminiscing. Not wanting to go by a moment and forget about it because each moment is special and each moment is a moment in time that changes us in one way or another. I don't know what I'm saying anymore, so I'm gonna go and try to put this brain power or lack there of to the good use of studying... countdown Finals in 14 days... YIKES!!!!

L8s, latex, and and all that love stuff

*oh and if you ever wanna look at a bunch of photos that I've taken or others have taken with my camera, just go here and have a look! http://spaces.msn.com/indiacoconut/ there ya goes!