Everything, i thought was great, but alas it is not. Struggles been going on and being crazy. I'm stressin' all over again. Can't handle this life of mine, some know what I'm dealing with, others know a bit and a lot have no clue how deep it goes or if it has even started. I'm at my wits end trying to control my life, from spiraling out of control and then I"m in the moment of everything moving so quickly around me I don't know what to do at all. I'm in the lib on the 4th floor with Cam and Jenn. They are studying spanish... and I'm over here... contemplating my next step in life. Don't know where to go from here and frustrated to the max. I have done so much and haven't at all. I've broken deals, plans and ideas, but have also instilled new ones.
God just let this confusion leave me.
Let all this frustration go away
Let me fix what I need to fix
And get through all of my struggles
Save me from myself
And all those around me
AHHHH!!!!!! ugh... I'm done!
